I have no idea why today, of all days, I feel the need to post…. and here it is.
Feeling very confused, lost and excited by possibility – all at the same time! I have lots of plans and very little motivation today. I wonder whats going on.
I spent time with good friends recently and enjoyed that so much. Maybe its being home alone thats shaken me up.
My vacation was wonderful! Lots of snow, a little wine, and gales of laughter. I can’t imagine better ways to spend a few days away. I even had an opportunity to ski; the first time in a gazillion years, though this time cross-country. Spent lots of time on my butt, getting very good at getting myself back up, and enjoyed myself immensely. A very patient teacher is a huge gift – and the addition of him being gorgeous didn’t hurt either.
I suppose these are my post-holiday blues. No more vacation to look forward to, and my daily grind sure doesn’t seem very exciting right now. I hear that nagging voice that I have saying “be grateful. You have a job and money and a beautiful place to live’, and I am grateful. Someone special with whom to share it all would make the difference. With all the difficulties that entails, its what I really want.
Time to get myself out for a walk on the beach! Stir up some endorphins, methinks.
